Not sure

I'm choosing the best ,
as far as I know..

To the answer that I'm searching..
About the perfect life..
I'm stop finding it..

Because
I have learned..
It's okey if there is weakness.. :')

My ambition? Revising it..

At year 25++ years old,
I'm asking back my faq during my childhood . :)

what is my ambition..?

I have once said to my mum , I want to be a lawyer..
(but that was during my age at Standard School.. plus because I watch several drama series relates with lawyer.. yup.. it's interesting, so many cases can be solved and crisis able to handle well.. even though sometimes they facing trails and challenges, but with wisdom and critical thinking, they succeed.. )
hehe.. that's make me so admire about lawyer..  ("lawyer" in that drama series.. :D)

After join boarding school for my High School, here we had been learned more about Science and Maths matters..
so the options that usually show for us are to become doctor, chemist, dentist, accountant, engineer & architecture ..
Well.. I'm fine with the options, because I'm also have lost some interest to become lawyer.. because.. have gain some interest to become Accountant.. :p
(people asked me why I choose Accounting subject, while most of my friends choose Biology subject... I usually give my frankly answer.. "Because I'm not really interested to go deep and learn more about the Science.. - I'm so called not-Science-lover but not really hate..:D)

Well, after look like an "accounting" child..
so I pursue my higher education by taking Accounting Degree.
Alhamdulillah.. I've completed my studies and now working in Accounting fields.

And now.. after almost two years & 6 months working..
I'm now really want to "revise" back my ambition.. :D

So..
I got several options (interested) to be now ~ :D
 
1. a Financial Analyst
2. an Accounting Lecturer
3. a TV Host 
4. full time housewife. :p

So dear me,
Please revise and improve your ambition..
As ambition comes with commitment and work hard.

You have first, examine your attitude currently .. :)

Don't delay your happiness

We usually tend to delay our happiness.
Why?

Let me myself give my opinion. .

Because I think what I have now is not much.. and I have to struggle more to gain what in my imagination.

Because definition happiness toO high level..
Huhu..

My happiness defind by what I get..
But actually I now think. .
My happiness should be on what I have struggle and enjoy doing (#ikhlas) which can be counted as good deeds and make Allah please with me..